Dec 31

2012 was challenging to say the least. This year brought me sadness, poverty, heartbreak, death and depression. I have never in all my life imagined that I would be in the position I ended up in this year. I have always landed on my feet during challenging times and have never been “down” for that long. Well, welcome to reality.

I dream. I learn. I love. I live. I survive…somehow.

I have been “lost” since January of 2011 and have only now begun to find my way back, to be comfortable with me. I have loved hard and lost even harder. I put myself out there only to be shut down time after time – but you can’t give up. The only way to succeed is to challenge yourself, and to continually put yourself out there, no matter how much it hurts. I lost the love of my life, my puppy Molly, who loved me unconditionally, as I did her. Such as sweet baby girl who brought me so much joy and love. The first dog I ever had…and I gave my heart away completely to her. Rest in peace my sweet puppy. I was laid off and it took 6 months get another job – never happened to me before – ouch. I considered other routes to end the continual pain, but thank God I did not succeed.

2013 is the next opportunity I have to get back on track…never give up. I am grateful for the blessings I have and the people in my life that have shown me true friendship and love. I can only say that I will not disappoint in the coming year. 2013 watch the hell out because I am going to succeed and I am going to survive, and I will love and be loved again.

I bid adieu to 2012 and welcome 2013 with open arms.

Shellie

 

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